I went to the doctor's after the offence I was really low and didn't know how to get myself out of it,alcohol was mentioned but in a positive way saying id cut out drinking,the appointment wasn't directly about drinking it was asking for help with feeling the way I was,we spoke about several things,maybe thats going to stop them giving my licence back,iv read some awful awful stories some people not getting it back because they have a history of depression on there gp records etc it just all seems so wrong
I mean I am fully aware of what I did and it was wrong and iv sure as hell learned from it and there's not a chance I would ever put myself or anyone through this again or anyone on danger,I also understand people do do it again and that's why they make decisions like they do
I sort of took it as a blessing in disguise really,initially it was a horrible feeling I was really really low hence going to the docs but then I managed to turn things around and use it as a positive,iv walked pretty much everywhere I can lost nearly a stone in weight,cut out alcohol until Xmas and because I was never a alcoholic in the first place I enjoyed a drink at Xmas and went out with the girls mid Jan
This is just awful I just want it over and done with