regretfulsoul
Member
Hi to all reading this thread,
I will try to keep my paragraphs not so lengthy but at the same time try covering the points of what’s playing on my mind.I’m just wanting to rant and let it out as no one knows my situation but me.
We are all probably using this site for some sort of comfort or answers because the anxiety of knowing court is coming up and the chances of your license being gone for a while is high.
Wrong place, wrong time is how I can put my situation in the simplest way but I have no one to really blame but myself as I still chose to be behind the wheel. No one was hurt or no other car was collided. I just ended up hurting my own self and damaging my own car. So the person who’s suffering is myself but I should of known better.
My insurance is voided which means whatever I paid for the car is fully gone as the car is a write off so there was no other choice but to just let the compound crush it. I had to then pay on top to cancel my insurance but again there’s no one to blame but myself.
Money comes and goes but life doesn’t so I need to be grateful in a way because when I say the car was a write off I mean it and someone could of easily been there so imagine that. Sends shivers down me!
ANYWAYS back to the actual reason I’m writing.
Day by day my anxiety is getting worse and I’m growing hatred towards myself for my silly mistake as I worked so hard to get my license and save up for a car etc and for ONE stupid mistake I blew it. I crashed and someone reported it and only when speaking to the officer he then wanted to breathalyse me and I was 61.
I was going to go private with a solicitor but what’s the point when I did plead guilty so I’m just going to have to stick to a duty solicitor but I’m just so scared. I work in health and social and I’m SO SO SO terrified that what if my name and area goes on the local news because they do, do that. I have also moved away from home because of previous issues and if I’m on the local news with my name that will cause such safe guarding issues as my families faith they don’t accept alcohol. Is there nothing I can say in court or get my solicitor to do that could prevent this. Another thing that’s giving me such anxiety is needing to do the extended course if I get the ban which I probably will. It was so hard for me to pass there’s no way I could do an extended course. Also how would I ask for the rehab course? If I was 59 I would of got 12 months but I blew 61 so I could get like 18 months! There’s so much more things that’s keeping me off work and isolated but I will get into that once I start getting replies.
If you’ve made it this far. Thanks for listening to me rant x
I will try to keep my paragraphs not so lengthy but at the same time try covering the points of what’s playing on my mind.I’m just wanting to rant and let it out as no one knows my situation but me.
We are all probably using this site for some sort of comfort or answers because the anxiety of knowing court is coming up and the chances of your license being gone for a while is high.
Wrong place, wrong time is how I can put my situation in the simplest way but I have no one to really blame but myself as I still chose to be behind the wheel. No one was hurt or no other car was collided. I just ended up hurting my own self and damaging my own car. So the person who’s suffering is myself but I should of known better.
My insurance is voided which means whatever I paid for the car is fully gone as the car is a write off so there was no other choice but to just let the compound crush it. I had to then pay on top to cancel my insurance but again there’s no one to blame but myself.
Money comes and goes but life doesn’t so I need to be grateful in a way because when I say the car was a write off I mean it and someone could of easily been there so imagine that. Sends shivers down me!
ANYWAYS back to the actual reason I’m writing.
Day by day my anxiety is getting worse and I’m growing hatred towards myself for my silly mistake as I worked so hard to get my license and save up for a car etc and for ONE stupid mistake I blew it. I crashed and someone reported it and only when speaking to the officer he then wanted to breathalyse me and I was 61.
I was going to go private with a solicitor but what’s the point when I did plead guilty so I’m just going to have to stick to a duty solicitor but I’m just so scared. I work in health and social and I’m SO SO SO terrified that what if my name and area goes on the local news because they do, do that. I have also moved away from home because of previous issues and if I’m on the local news with my name that will cause such safe guarding issues as my families faith they don’t accept alcohol. Is there nothing I can say in court or get my solicitor to do that could prevent this. Another thing that’s giving me such anxiety is needing to do the extended course if I get the ban which I probably will. It was so hard for me to pass there’s no way I could do an extended course. Also how would I ask for the rehab course? If I was 59 I would of got 12 months but I blew 61 so I could get like 18 months! There’s so much more things that’s keeping me off work and isolated but I will get into that once I start getting replies.
If you’ve made it this far. Thanks for listening to me rant x