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Hi…… so I’m due in court on 13th September for failure to provide a specimen.
I was pulled over and blew almost 3 times the legal limit. I have a three month old and have been in antidepressants since he arrived, I also have 4 other children. My marriage has been under strain since the new baby arrived and we had a huge row. I got in the car and drove - I didn’t even know where I was going I just drove to town and on my way back was pulled over. At the station I went into sheer panic, the police told me they were visiting my home to tell my husband which caused me great stress - I went into what I think was an anxiety attack and couldn’t blow into the machine because my breath wouldn’t last that long. I genuinely couldn’t catch my breath :-( it’s was so horrific. I’m so scared about what’s going to happen in court. I’m waiting on advice from a solicitor as to plead guilty or not guilty and go to trial and try to testify my reasons for not providing
The only people who lose out here are my kids. All their after school clubs etc will be impossible for me get them all where they need to be it’s just so horrendous. Cannot believe what I’ve done. I can’t sleep since it happened because I’m so scared I’ll get sent to jail or have to do community service. I’m utterly ashamed of myself and feel like such a let down of a mother. Any advice or personal experiences would be gratefully received! I know everybody is different so each case will be dealt with differently but I’m just absolutely petrified about going to court and what’s going to happen to me !!!
I was pulled over and blew almost 3 times the legal limit. I have a three month old and have been in antidepressants since he arrived, I also have 4 other children. My marriage has been under strain since the new baby arrived and we had a huge row. I got in the car and drove - I didn’t even know where I was going I just drove to town and on my way back was pulled over. At the station I went into sheer panic, the police told me they were visiting my home to tell my husband which caused me great stress - I went into what I think was an anxiety attack and couldn’t blow into the machine because my breath wouldn’t last that long. I genuinely couldn’t catch my breath :-( it’s was so horrific. I’m so scared about what’s going to happen in court. I’m waiting on advice from a solicitor as to plead guilty or not guilty and go to trial and try to testify my reasons for not providing
The only people who lose out here are my kids. All their after school clubs etc will be impossible for me get them all where they need to be it’s just so horrendous. Cannot believe what I’ve done. I can’t sleep since it happened because I’m so scared I’ll get sent to jail or have to do community service. I’m utterly ashamed of myself and feel like such a let down of a mother. Any advice or personal experiences would be gratefully received! I know everybody is different so each case will be dealt with differently but I’m just absolutely petrified about going to court and what’s going to happen to me !!!