It is a horrible feeling I know ... once you have got your sentencing over and know what you are dealing with, just take a day at a time. Do the course to get that reduction and before you know it, it will be over. It’s just putting in place alternative plans for travel to work etc. Good luck. Just accept the punishment, learn from it and move on. I beat myself up consistently for a long time. Being a mother with a young child and being in my 40s I should have known a lot better. None of us are perfect and we all mess up. Good luck with court.